let me be his big Sista until the end…

so I can learn how to behave like an « adult »…

I am trying the family trick, with the blood in and out rather than on my hands.

I should start soon to understand what I was/am (?) in the mirror he’s offering.

He’s the kid I was meant to be, or isn’t he…

No, I won’t refuse his doubts and weak youth as a travel package to run away, I have my feet in his mouth, testing my destiny to my limits.